Goodbye and Hello.

Hullo Everyone who'd been reading Small Hands.

It's time to say goodbye to this blog.

A couple of events over these few months woke something in me.

It's been a journey from Tinytornadoes to Dustdevils to Small Hands.

That's it.

I've decided to keep up the Honesty by forgoing all these blogs.

I've realised life's too precious for this facade.

I'd still be around, somewhere.

If ever we meet again in this respectfully fluffy and wonderfully, extensively colossal cyberspace between us, drop a line and say hi.

Don't bother asking me where i may reside now. It never changed.

God Bless U all.

<3

Yours, Truthfully.

It's time that I started recognizing Truth for what it is.

It's been a while since i was honest enough, to be Christlike.

Sometimes Christians have this lil' bad habit of needing to please.
I'm sick and tired of all this.

The fear of not saying the right things at the right times, to the right people.

And how paradoxical, when this is the last thing Jesus ever was treading this same earth.

I may be a baby Christian, but i will be aggressive about who I am in Christ.

Funny it took a Camus book, to open my eyes.

Sometimes i wonder, how far has religion gone to limit this God we are supposed to be believing?

Is God so limited that He cannot use others, others unsaved, less privileged, very privileged, weird, funky, in uncanny unlikely moments to shake us out of our proud and manmade beliefs?

Is the Truth, that Jesus died for us for, about drawing lines, divisions ...?

It is so ridiculous i wanna cry.

Thank God, i'm awakened.

I pray my life be for the one and true God. The Jesus i know from the Word.

And one thing to add, i thank for giving us this gift of creativity, an utterly awesome glimpse of how artful He is even in creating this fallen world.

Hang in there, brothers and sisters, for the Bible has warned, the world persecutes you when you pursue Him. Rest only in what He has promised. And be freed even on this earth in His every promise.

人の一生？

你若可以画出你的人生，那会是怎样的？
庆幸在天堂的精彩，一定不止如此！

Revival.

High hand.

That's how i'd be receiving from You, Jesus.

Thank you, ABBA.

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Wrote another song today.
It's a song of today.
Every today.

:)


Sometimes i'm curious about myself. I can't seem to catch up with my emotions. So i just flow with them.

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Lately, i realised something about myself.
About what artistry and performance means to me.
About the value of criticism and closed doors.
About how He's got me no matter where i am.
About how important it is to flow with Him, and not compare ourselves with other
children of God, not just in bad ways, but also good ways.
God has made us unique to be used by Him, and it dawns on me of how wonderfully lonely we each are in our search of our identity in Christ day by day, making us the least lonely people in the world.
Rejoice in our individuality and rest in our synergy.

Turn on the light.
Lord, reveal, and I am unafraid.

Thank you, Abba.

Every breath I take.

昂。

Light as a feather
that floats,
smiling down the snow-capped mountains,
she glides through a jump

Across the darkest spaces
in our minds
into the the warmth of the sun
Now i see her.

The weight of this gem
the weight of her sorrow
the song that doesn't want to end
before her heart stops beating.

Through the mist
she finally understood
with the clarity of moondust
between the lonely strands of hair

between the slightly bent fingers

between her slightly parted lips

an absolutely beautiful breath of life.

昂。

Relationship Principles of Jesus.

A friend had given me a book by Tom Holladay that had reminded me of the most important things in my life.

To love God.
To love our neighbour, and that includes those whom you don't know nor feel like loving.

Essentially all this is only possible through Christ, and i see it now.

Approximately, **yrs and 99mins ago i was born. And of all the things that had its value in my life, i had never come closer to knowing how blessed I am, when we follow His ways and place relationships above everything else.

To love Jesus, and be able to love everyone else beyond our own efforts.

Thank you my dear friends.

Every single blessing from you is priceless, and most valued, and your gifts are your hearts spoken in your ways. Thank you.

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有一天。

one day, when i finally have to share what i had gone through in my life with my child,
if there be one, someday, will i have the right words, will i remember what i ought?

I pray that our Lord will not only use me, through all the pruning, and guidance i'd need, but also fill those lips with words at the right time right place.

more and more i come to realise what really matters.

M.U.S.E.

in a day of pale,
i dipped a drop of red into a sea of dark
it rippled
and laughed.

爱上真诚。

前些日子，发现自己再着短短的几十年的路途上，不知不觉中体会到了”痛“这感觉还能够更上一层楼。。。

时不时听到自己委屈的笑声。
不由自主的。。。

原来如此。

这几天伤口似乎又开又合。我自己也搞不清楚。

今晚，似乎好些了。

不过，肯定的是，耶稣一直与我同在。这，我完全没有动摇过。

原来，这种关系是没有东西能够取代的。

原来，痛，除了让我们伤心，恐惧，也能让我感觉到这种温暖的，简单的，真心的，无微不至的爱。

谢谢耶稣！

是这样子，吗？

经常想。。。

诗人是否都对诚实，有一种执拙，某种固执。
因为共同点是一个‘迷’ 字。

画出来的色彩，情绪都给于想像的空间。
什么场地，什么情况，谁对谁。。。等等。。。

自由发挥。

这一阵子也不太想描述得太过清楚。也许也不曾，吧。

突然间，发现有了自由的私人空间是多么幸福的一件事。

金钱成功所买不到的东西。

谢谢主。

Every Season.

Every Season.
It crossed my mind that with each plateau in our learning that we experience, it takes either a fall or rise to make a change.

Don't underestimate a dip nor scoff a rise.
Embrace the quake of an unknown.

Make a mistake, indulge in a new anomaly.
Create from a fault.

Focus Daily.

It's always been a silly wish of mine to get focus dailies or acuvue dailies.. anything dailies since it'd save me a lot of moolah.

Realised i can't cuz my astig's gone higher.

It's one of those numbers that are better low.


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The world wants everything fast, quick, ...

That's why we always get into a flurry trying to catch up the 'ways of the world'.

But the Bible says that we should only focus on today.
And that's all the grace there is.
For today is all we got.

Tomorrow's got its own cares.
And tomorrows or yesterdays are all but todays.

Little by little.
These words i'd read from somewhere.
3 insignificant words.
But this week's been all about this.

I am not good with days and dates.
So i work in weeks.
But i realise even that is not good enough.

Instead of focussing on tonight's new gig all week,
i just focussed daily on Him.
Even all my difficulties of precisely doing so.

I found it easier.
To add, i found it funner.
Everyday is actually something to look forward too.


Knowing can be in an instant.
But understanding and absorbing and transformation take time.
And so Little by little,
little by little.


Today's all we need.
If we believe in a tomorrow.
If we wanna believe in a beautiful story of a yesterday.

Anonymous.

Serene once shared with me about how she preferred to have an anonymous sender write something encouraging, than ... actually anyone else.

How true.


Someone with no other intentions than to offer or share love.